2006

2006 has just arrived but, as per normal, I dont feel anything. I am apathetic to anything of this sort--christmas, new years, birthdays, even my own. I can see the fireworks from my house though, and I've got to comment they dont look very pretty. They never did, except when I was ten years old. They seemed larger than life then, springing toward you, creating the effect of being engulfed in a brilliant supernova of sorts, the likes of which is perhaps occuring somewhere else in a universe right now.

Many a time I wish I could feel something for this sort of things, and many a time I fail, even when Im out with friends or family. And as I type this out now I know there are many others out there who are currently enjoying themselves: shaking to the music, dancing about in those foam partie, having a drink or two or many, since drinks would probably be on the house. Yeap, many a time I wish I could feel something for this sort of things.

New year wish? As per normal, I wish we could all just die. Either that, or escape into an alternative reality, though there is not much of a difference there because you're still going to die at the end of that alternative reality. Plus, death is an alternative reality in itself isnt it. It is.

Well, for those who do care about such things, a happy new year to you.